Is interesting to me that it took so long for the disciples to follow Jesus example of servitude. Seems like they are focused on themselves until the day he dies. Despite going every where with him they are still just observers. I think that's the way I feel as well, like I can watch this stuff happen in the written page, but to be like Jesus... that's a lot tougher. If Peter has a hard time trusting with Jesus right there, moments after Jesus pulled 5000 meals out of a basket...